Hello,
I do not go on the computer much anymore, so it is hard for me to remember everything that has happened, more so the dates that it happened than what have happened.
Well after I say Chris and Kelley at the barn, Chris said that he wanted to take a step back, he was not sure what he wanted to do, so I said do what you think you need to do. The next day he txted me about why we can't get a long. I said that we could but he chooses not to. So he txted back that he wanted to meet me, so of course I met him at the barn, had a drink and went back to his place and had sex. We had sex everyday for a week straight. It was awesome...
Now we are at another week. On Friday April 15th the boys got their report cards and Ben did TERRIBLE... he went from a 78 to a 51 in a subject ( don't remember which one) but he also dropped alt in all the classes.. so I took his phone away and said that he is grounded from the computer until the end of school yr. I want to see his grades go up. At first I did not want him to go to Aunt Bert's house, but then the more I thought about it, I need a break from him. He told my dad that the reason that he is doing bad in school is because I go out every night and don't come home...W H A T!!!!!!! you got to be kidding me..
That was the icing on the cake. I am no longer going to give him his phone back. I am going to cancel Internet so he can not go on face book anymore, and he is not going to like me much at all.....I am going to be the biggest BITCH to him and make sure he does his work, clean his room and everything else that needs to be done.
Well Chris got pissed off because I let Ben go to Aunt Bert's. He is looking at it as Ben got his own way, but that is not the case,...I NEED A BREAK!!!!! I love him dearly but enough is enough. So now Chris does not want to work at this marriage and he told me tonight that he has a date Friday night.. I told him that his problem is that he ONLY looks at the things that I have not done yet instead of all the things I HAVE done. He did agree with me on that one, but he said that he does not know what he wants and I asked him if he wanted me to date and he said YES... are you kidding me ,I DO NOT WANT TO BE WITH ANYONE ELSE. I JUST WANT TO BE WITH MY HUSBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If he can not see that by now, I guess it is time for me to move on. I have been spending the last month picking peddles off the flower, He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not. On top of that I have been praying that GOD guides him in the direction that he needs to be, and as of tonight, I guess it is not with me. I guess Chris' direction is to be with someone else... I am very depressed and I think I have to file for separation to stop this game that Chris is playing with me.. I love him with all my heart, but he needs to get his head out of his ass to be able to see that, and I don't think he wants to right now....
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
What the f**k did I do
Hello, Things have been very hectic. For a week now, Chris and I have been talking and he said that he wants to work at our marriage and get back together. I agreed and said that I know what I need to do to make this marriage work, but it is hard because I have no energy. Monday night April 5th, Chris called me to go over his house for a drink, he was on his front porch so after we ate I went over Chris' house and had a wine cooler with him. He said the the "cunt" (his exact words) keeps on txting him and calling him and if she continued that he would get a restraining order on her..(YA RIGHT). We drove to meet Leigh because she had some ham for him and when we got back to his house he had a sandwich and I left a little later on.
Thurs April 8th Chris called me to meet him at the barn for a drink. He said that he misses me and that we need to work things out, once again, I agreed. I love him very much and I hope this marriage works but I am not so sure anymore because the next night Fri. April 9th, Chris called me around 6:10 but did not leave a message, so I txted him saying that I am at work and prob be out around 8pm. He did not respond when I was done work, so I called him and his phone was off? Well that means that he is with someone.. So I decided to see if he was at the Barn and I would have a drink w/ him, but when I got there, his truck and Kelley's car was there. The funny thing is is that I was not shocked one bit and I was not pissed off until I walked into the barn. They were not at the bar, so I asked someone where they were and she pointed to the back, but the lights were off? So I walked back there and sure enough there they were and as I was walking towards them, Chris reached over and held her hand. Chris looked at me and said "What the fuck". She had a HUGE smile on her face and had the nerve to say hello. I asked what was going on and he did not say anything, I looked at her and she just smiled, and then I just snapped. I grabbed the glass of beer and threw the beer at her. She said "What was that for?" Well Hello, she is lucky I did not punch her in the face. (that is what I really wanted to do). So she ended up leaving and Chris took a fit at me and said that that's it we are getting a divorce. I said I think I deserve to know what is going on. I am still your wife, but he would not answer me all he kept on saying is that we are done. I told him that we should go outside and talk about what is going on and that I deserve to know what it going on. so we went outside and he did not say much, I said that I will follow him until he tells me what is going on. As I was following him, he slammed on his brakes and I almost hit him. That is when I snapped out of what ever it was that happened to me. I still can not describe why I did it or what happened, the only way I can describe it is the way Chris told me that one day he got into a fight with his father and when he had his father on the floor, he almost snapped his leg in half and then Chris snapped out of what ever it was he was in. I can't explain why I did it, I told four people about it before they found out and all four said it was a long time coming. She is lucky that I did not punch her in the face. and one of those people was Janet Mellor.
Chris told me that I am banned from the Barn, I called Johnny Friday night and left a message on his phone. So when I say Janet, I asked if he got the message and what happened. She told me that she did not hear anything and don't worry about anything. She told me that I AM NOT BANNED from the Barn. If Johnny did not say anything to me then do not worry, in fact that she is the boss and she told me that I am not banned.. She does not blame me for what I did.
I still fell like crap, because that is not me. I should of not done that and just walked away.
Chris came here Friday night to talk to me and ask me why I did that, he claims that he called Kelley there to say "GOOD BYE". Who does he think I am, Forrest Gump. I am not that stupid, he did not call her to say good bye. He wants his cake and eat it too. I can't understand why I still love him, he blames everything on me, but I don't think he realizes what the hell he has done to me in the pass 5 months. One day I will let him read all of this and I still think he will not get it.
Yes, it is taking me A VERY LONG time to get motivated and to clean this house, I am finally getting my b-12 shot and starting to feel a little better.
Another thing Chris can't understand is why I am soo tired all the time, I try to explain to him that my body does not absorb the vitamin and that I need the shot every three weeks other wise I am extremely tired. And he still does not care.
Well he came over Sat. around 6pm and of course he was drunk, he asked me again why I did that and I really can not explain it. He told me that he still loves me but does not want to be with me. Why does he do this to me.. There is nothing I want more than to be with him, hold him and love him everyday, but he does not want that..So as it is right now again, He does not want to have anything to do with me, he even did not go to Josh's practice yesterday or today. I texted him at 3pm after practice was done to let him know that Josh has a scrimmage wed night and he replied 2 1/2 hours later.. so that tells me that he was with her or someone else..
I NEED TO LEARN TO LET HIM GO!!!!! It is sooo hard because I love him soo much..
Thurs April 8th Chris called me to meet him at the barn for a drink. He said that he misses me and that we need to work things out, once again, I agreed. I love him very much and I hope this marriage works but I am not so sure anymore because the next night Fri. April 9th, Chris called me around 6:10 but did not leave a message, so I txted him saying that I am at work and prob be out around 8pm. He did not respond when I was done work, so I called him and his phone was off? Well that means that he is with someone.. So I decided to see if he was at the Barn and I would have a drink w/ him, but when I got there, his truck and Kelley's car was there. The funny thing is is that I was not shocked one bit and I was not pissed off until I walked into the barn. They were not at the bar, so I asked someone where they were and she pointed to the back, but the lights were off? So I walked back there and sure enough there they were and as I was walking towards them, Chris reached over and held her hand. Chris looked at me and said "What the fuck". She had a HUGE smile on her face and had the nerve to say hello. I asked what was going on and he did not say anything, I looked at her and she just smiled, and then I just snapped. I grabbed the glass of beer and threw the beer at her. She said "What was that for?" Well Hello, she is lucky I did not punch her in the face. (that is what I really wanted to do). So she ended up leaving and Chris took a fit at me and said that that's it we are getting a divorce. I said I think I deserve to know what is going on. I am still your wife, but he would not answer me all he kept on saying is that we are done. I told him that we should go outside and talk about what is going on and that I deserve to know what it going on. so we went outside and he did not say much, I said that I will follow him until he tells me what is going on. As I was following him, he slammed on his brakes and I almost hit him. That is when I snapped out of what ever it was that happened to me. I still can not describe why I did it or what happened, the only way I can describe it is the way Chris told me that one day he got into a fight with his father and when he had his father on the floor, he almost snapped his leg in half and then Chris snapped out of what ever it was he was in. I can't explain why I did it, I told four people about it before they found out and all four said it was a long time coming. She is lucky that I did not punch her in the face. and one of those people was Janet Mellor.
Chris told me that I am banned from the Barn, I called Johnny Friday night and left a message on his phone. So when I say Janet, I asked if he got the message and what happened. She told me that she did not hear anything and don't worry about anything. She told me that I AM NOT BANNED from the Barn. If Johnny did not say anything to me then do not worry, in fact that she is the boss and she told me that I am not banned.. She does not blame me for what I did.
I still fell like crap, because that is not me. I should of not done that and just walked away.
Chris came here Friday night to talk to me and ask me why I did that, he claims that he called Kelley there to say "GOOD BYE". Who does he think I am, Forrest Gump. I am not that stupid, he did not call her to say good bye. He wants his cake and eat it too. I can't understand why I still love him, he blames everything on me, but I don't think he realizes what the hell he has done to me in the pass 5 months. One day I will let him read all of this and I still think he will not get it.
Yes, it is taking me A VERY LONG time to get motivated and to clean this house, I am finally getting my b-12 shot and starting to feel a little better.
Another thing Chris can't understand is why I am soo tired all the time, I try to explain to him that my body does not absorb the vitamin and that I need the shot every three weeks other wise I am extremely tired. And he still does not care.
Well he came over Sat. around 6pm and of course he was drunk, he asked me again why I did that and I really can not explain it. He told me that he still loves me but does not want to be with me. Why does he do this to me.. There is nothing I want more than to be with him, hold him and love him everyday, but he does not want that..So as it is right now again, He does not want to have anything to do with me, he even did not go to Josh's practice yesterday or today. I texted him at 3pm after practice was done to let him know that Josh has a scrimmage wed night and he replied 2 1/2 hours later.. so that tells me that he was with her or someone else..
I NEED TO LEARN TO LET HIM GO!!!!! It is sooo hard because I love him soo much..
Friday, April 2, 2010
Why do I feel this way
I am very depressed today. Chris does not want to have anything to do with me because I told Kelley the truth about us. I told her about the pictures we shared w/ eachother and she went into Chirs' phone and the pictures. This was last week and he still does not want to talk to me as much as he did.
I told him that I miss him, but he said that he knows what he wants, He wants to be single. He still talks to Kelley and she is still demanding him not to talk or see me at all. I still think that they will get back together because he is not talking to me.
He told me that he txted her tonight and she did not respond so he said goodbye to her.. like I said, I know he will get back to her even though she went into his place and snooped around, she went into his phone and saw how much he and I txted eachother and what blows my mind is that she gave another guy a bj in the china's bathroom and he does not care... he said to me "this may sound crazy, but my GIRLFRIEND is mad at me for having sex with my WIFE"........I said to him,, did you just realize what you just said, and he said yes, my GIRLFRIEND> I can't believe he just said that...but he is not happy the fact that she is demanding him to do and not do some things and he is mad at me because I lied to him about meeting someone else and having sex w/ him. It is pretty sad that the only one I have been with is my HUSBAND and he is mad at me because I actually did not have sex with other people..
This does not make any since to me at all.. I just want to hold him and tell him how much I love him........... I should be the one who is mad at him for doing all this shit to me, but I am not. I STILL LOVE HIM. Why??????? Why do I feel this way. Why can't I forget him and let him go on with his life? There are soo many things I don't understand in my life. I hope I can understand one day.
I told him that I miss him, but he said that he knows what he wants, He wants to be single. He still talks to Kelley and she is still demanding him not to talk or see me at all. I still think that they will get back together because he is not talking to me.
He told me that he txted her tonight and she did not respond so he said goodbye to her.. like I said, I know he will get back to her even though she went into his place and snooped around, she went into his phone and saw how much he and I txted eachother and what blows my mind is that she gave another guy a bj in the china's bathroom and he does not care... he said to me "this may sound crazy, but my GIRLFRIEND is mad at me for having sex with my WIFE"........I said to him,, did you just realize what you just said, and he said yes, my GIRLFRIEND> I can't believe he just said that...but he is not happy the fact that she is demanding him to do and not do some things and he is mad at me because I lied to him about meeting someone else and having sex w/ him. It is pretty sad that the only one I have been with is my HUSBAND and he is mad at me because I actually did not have sex with other people..
This does not make any since to me at all.. I just want to hold him and tell him how much I love him........... I should be the one who is mad at him for doing all this shit to me, but I am not. I STILL LOVE HIM. Why??????? Why do I feel this way. Why can't I forget him and let him go on with his life? There are soo many things I don't understand in my life. I hope I can understand one day.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Where do I begin
Well it has been a few weeks since I have writen anything and so much has happened. I am sure I am going to be jumping back and forth of what has happened.
Friday March 26, after work, I took the boys to walmart to get something that we needed. And then we got a pizza from the Village. Chris txt me about getting Josh the next day to bring him to a bday party. I txt back to let him know what time and I txt him about giving him a bj because we have been teasing each other going back and forth about sexual stuff. Well I guess Kelley saw it and she replied (on Chris'phone) "Fuc u tammy get a life u dirty hoar" (her exact words and spelling). I knew right away it was from her and I laughed out loud, so now the boys wanted to know what I was laughing about and all I could say is that Kelley called me a bad word.. Well, I replied to that saying "look who is talking, I am not the one sleeping w/ someone else's HUSBAND!!!!"
Chris called me later and said that she found out that we have been teasing eachother and I did give him a bj on wed. the 24th. She e-mailed me through facebook wanting to know the truth and that she will walk away.( I will be posting those e-mails later). Well I told her what I thought not only about what we have been doing(chris and I) but how I feel about her.
Sat. when I picked up Arthur from Chirs' house, he told me that he went to the China lastnigt (the 26th) and when he went to the men's room, Kelley came out of the women's room w/ some guy and said the she just gave him a BJ in the bathroom>>>LOL..... That is tooo funny someone who is calling me a whore when all I ever been w/ since Chris has been out of the house was my HUSBAND!!!(Chris, if course).
Sunday at Josh's baseball practice, she kept on txting and calling him and of course he answered and was talking to him, he is trying to get back w/ her but she keeps telling him (even before any of this happened) that she DOES NOT want him to have anything to do w/ me AT ALL!!!!!
According to him, he just walked out the door and told me that that won't happen, I do not believe him because now he does not want to have anything to do w/ me.
He said that he still NEEDS my friendship, but now he does not act like it.
Friday March 26, after work, I took the boys to walmart to get something that we needed. And then we got a pizza from the Village. Chris txt me about getting Josh the next day to bring him to a bday party. I txt back to let him know what time and I txt him about giving him a bj because we have been teasing each other going back and forth about sexual stuff. Well I guess Kelley saw it and she replied (on Chris'phone) "Fuc u tammy get a life u dirty hoar" (her exact words and spelling). I knew right away it was from her and I laughed out loud, so now the boys wanted to know what I was laughing about and all I could say is that Kelley called me a bad word.. Well, I replied to that saying "look who is talking, I am not the one sleeping w/ someone else's HUSBAND!!!!"
Chris called me later and said that she found out that we have been teasing eachother and I did give him a bj on wed. the 24th. She e-mailed me through facebook wanting to know the truth and that she will walk away.( I will be posting those e-mails later). Well I told her what I thought not only about what we have been doing(chris and I) but how I feel about her.
Sat. when I picked up Arthur from Chirs' house, he told me that he went to the China lastnigt (the 26th) and when he went to the men's room, Kelley came out of the women's room w/ some guy and said the she just gave him a BJ in the bathroom>>>LOL..... That is tooo funny someone who is calling me a whore when all I ever been w/ since Chris has been out of the house was my HUSBAND!!!(Chris, if course).
Sunday at Josh's baseball practice, she kept on txting and calling him and of course he answered and was talking to him, he is trying to get back w/ her but she keeps telling him (even before any of this happened) that she DOES NOT want him to have anything to do w/ me AT ALL!!!!!
According to him, he just walked out the door and told me that that won't happen, I do not believe him because now he does not want to have anything to do w/ me.
He said that he still NEEDS my friendship, but now he does not act like it.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Trouble in Paradise...
Last night March 13, Chris came with us to take Joshua out for his birthday. We went to Outback Steakhouse in Bellingham. On the way up there, I thought it was pretty funny that Ben was the only one who would talk to him. When we were there he was telling me about his job. Then on our way home, Ben txted me to see if he can go w/ Calvin today so we were txting back and forth because he did not want Chris to put his two cents in. Well Chris was getting pissed that I was txting and he asked me who I am txting. I told him it was none of his business and he got pissed and told me not to txt in his truck anymore...R U SERIOUS!!!
Well Ben kept on txting me and I was answering them, and Chris said "What, you got a date". and I said not tonight...and he mumbled"Wow, that hurt".. I said WHAT!!!! He said that I should stop txting and wait till I get home to txt my "boyfriend"...(lol), so I stopped txting and I just had a big smile on my face.. HE asked me what am I smiling about and I said nothing much.
" Well what r u thinking and why do you have a big smile on your face."
I am just thinking of some things...
What r u thinking of?
Things that I need to do at home, I cleaned the kitchen, dinning room and hallway, I was just wondering what else I need to do.
Then he was quiet till we got home. I thought that he would just leave when he dropped us off, but he made a point to come in the house and get some more info out of me.
We were talking and I said that I was talking to someone but that was it.
He then said lets go down cellar so we can have some privacy. So we went down stairs and he said that he did not like the fact of me being w/ someone else....WELL Hello... he has a girlfriend.
and I said that. and then he said that he does not know how much longer it was going to last.. That there is TROUBLE IN PARADISE... *his exact words*
OH WELL was my response. He did not give me details on why and I did not asked. I really don't care... He said that he thinks he is in rebound. Once again, I did not say anything because I really don't care anymore... He said that he does not want a commitment and wants to come and go when ever he wants to with out someone bitching at him. He said that he does not think that we could get back together because we were not happy with each other, and I totally agree. He said that he needs my friendship and can not lose it.
He called me MRS. Labrie again and I said that he won't be able to call me that much longer, and he asked why "Are you going to change your name?".........DUH!!!!!!!!!! No, but I wont be married to you anymore, so I won't be MRS. but MS. Labrie.
He then told me that he can not stop thinking bout the time we had "animal sex" at his house about a month and a half ago. And he said something that "should we be talking like this" and I said no.. He said that he misses my breast and my bj's alot. and all I did was look at him and said oh well. He continued to talk about sex and how much he miss' my breast and stuff like that. He then grabbed my breast and started to play w/ them and all I did was just look at him. I did not want to do anything at all and I said that to him. we were down stairs for about an hour and he said that he was soo horny.. OH WELL was all I could say or even have the look on my face..HE kept on playing with me and I kept my hands to myself.. I did not touch him at all.. Finally he decided to play w/ himself and he asked if it was ok. I DON'T CARE do what you want.. but I am not doing anything to you... so he started to jerk off, I was looking at him and he asked me to look at his cock, so I did and it was not turning me on at all...LOL. well it ended up w/ me sucking his cock for about a min. till he was done.. I miss giving bj's but not to him... It is funny, that I am really all done with him and now he is having trouble in paradise. Also I think it is funny that I changed my job so I don't have to deal with her anymore and now there is TROUBLE IN PARADISE/.... HUMMMM!!!!!! sounds a little fishy to me..
Well Ben kept on txting me and I was answering them, and Chris said "What, you got a date". and I said not tonight...and he mumbled"Wow, that hurt".. I said WHAT!!!! He said that I should stop txting and wait till I get home to txt my "boyfriend"...(lol), so I stopped txting and I just had a big smile on my face.. HE asked me what am I smiling about and I said nothing much.
" Well what r u thinking and why do you have a big smile on your face."
I am just thinking of some things...
What r u thinking of?
Things that I need to do at home, I cleaned the kitchen, dinning room and hallway, I was just wondering what else I need to do.
Then he was quiet till we got home. I thought that he would just leave when he dropped us off, but he made a point to come in the house and get some more info out of me.
We were talking and I said that I was talking to someone but that was it.
He then said lets go down cellar so we can have some privacy. So we went down stairs and he said that he did not like the fact of me being w/ someone else....WELL Hello... he has a girlfriend.
and I said that. and then he said that he does not know how much longer it was going to last.. That there is TROUBLE IN PARADISE... *his exact words*
OH WELL was my response. He did not give me details on why and I did not asked. I really don't care... He said that he thinks he is in rebound. Once again, I did not say anything because I really don't care anymore... He said that he does not want a commitment and wants to come and go when ever he wants to with out someone bitching at him. He said that he does not think that we could get back together because we were not happy with each other, and I totally agree. He said that he needs my friendship and can not lose it.
He called me MRS. Labrie again and I said that he won't be able to call me that much longer, and he asked why "Are you going to change your name?".........DUH!!!!!!!!!! No, but I wont be married to you anymore, so I won't be MRS. but MS. Labrie.
He then told me that he can not stop thinking bout the time we had "animal sex" at his house about a month and a half ago. And he said something that "should we be talking like this" and I said no.. He said that he misses my breast and my bj's alot. and all I did was look at him and said oh well. He continued to talk about sex and how much he miss' my breast and stuff like that. He then grabbed my breast and started to play w/ them and all I did was just look at him. I did not want to do anything at all and I said that to him. we were down stairs for about an hour and he said that he was soo horny.. OH WELL was all I could say or even have the look on my face..HE kept on playing with me and I kept my hands to myself.. I did not touch him at all.. Finally he decided to play w/ himself and he asked if it was ok. I DON'T CARE do what you want.. but I am not doing anything to you... so he started to jerk off, I was looking at him and he asked me to look at his cock, so I did and it was not turning me on at all...LOL. well it ended up w/ me sucking his cock for about a min. till he was done.. I miss giving bj's but not to him... It is funny, that I am really all done with him and now he is having trouble in paradise. Also I think it is funny that I changed my job so I don't have to deal with her anymore and now there is TROUBLE IN PARADISE/.... HUMMMM!!!!!! sounds a little fishy to me..
I AM EVIL
hello
Well Sunday the 7th when Chris dropped off the boys, he was telling me that I am evil and this is not me. He does not like they way I have been acting. I said why because I am finally standing up for myself.
He said that there are a lot of people lying in this situation, and I said ya, your girlfriend and he said NO, you are lying...
All this because I said that I might not be home when he drops off the boys at noon time.
I think he has problems..lol
Well Sunday the 7th when Chris dropped off the boys, he was telling me that I am evil and this is not me. He does not like they way I have been acting. I said why because I am finally standing up for myself.
He said that there are a lot of people lying in this situation, and I said ya, your girlfriend and he said NO, you are lying...
All this because I said that I might not be home when he drops off the boys at noon time.
I think he has problems..lol
Sunday, March 7, 2010
What a prick
Last night, I went out with Crystal Stockwell, I haven't seen her in a very long time and it was great to see her. We went to the Auburn Mall and then Little Texas for dinner.
Well Chris wanted to drop off the boys at noon time so he can go to a meat raffle with the bitch (I call her something else) so when I called the boys to because I did not talk to them Friday night, Chris said "OK, I will drop off the boys at noon time" and all I said is "Yea, if I am home, well I got to go, my date is here."(which she was, but he does not have to know that), and I hung up the phone.
Well he threw a fit, called me about 7 times, I did not answer the phone because I was out and did not want to ruin my night auguring w/ him. He txt me about 4 times and here they are:
Txt.1. Why must you push my buttons. U already agreed for this. The boys will be at the house at noon. U need to stop. I did not lie to u and yet u still play w/ my head.
Txt.2. I am not playing games w/ u. So why must u play with me. Knock this shit off. If you want to stay friends then please stop I can not handle this!!!!!
Txt.3. Answer the phone?
Txt 4. Ruin ur night??? This about Sunday not tonight. And please stop calling her that? I will not put up with that. Have some respect for me atleast?
Txt 5. Ok u win... I will not bother with this anymore. C u at noon Sunday.
Txt 6. Thanks for being the friend u said u wanted to be??? Friends don't do what u r doing. Why??? Thanks for ruining my night! Have fun on ur date.
Is He Fucking kidding me... friends don't do what I am doing!!!!! What about what he is doing to me!!!!! He is still technically my husband... not a friend... He has no clue what he wants in his life and I am now very happy that he is no longer going to be in my life the way he used to be.
What is he thinking!!!!!! He is soo retarded and a huge PRICK!!!! Because something did not go his way, he flips out to no end... I can not wait till we get a divorce now, he just blows my mind on how he is thinking now...
Well Chris wanted to drop off the boys at noon time so he can go to a meat raffle with the bitch (I call her something else) so when I called the boys to because I did not talk to them Friday night, Chris said "OK, I will drop off the boys at noon time" and all I said is "Yea, if I am home, well I got to go, my date is here."(which she was, but he does not have to know that), and I hung up the phone.
Well he threw a fit, called me about 7 times, I did not answer the phone because I was out and did not want to ruin my night auguring w/ him. He txt me about 4 times and here they are:
Txt.1. Why must you push my buttons. U already agreed for this. The boys will be at the house at noon. U need to stop. I did not lie to u and yet u still play w/ my head.
Txt.2. I am not playing games w/ u. So why must u play with me. Knock this shit off. If you want to stay friends then please stop I can not handle this!!!!!
Txt.3. Answer the phone?
Txt 4. Ruin ur night??? This about Sunday not tonight. And please stop calling her that? I will not put up with that. Have some respect for me atleast?
Txt 5. Ok u win... I will not bother with this anymore. C u at noon Sunday.
Txt 6. Thanks for being the friend u said u wanted to be??? Friends don't do what u r doing. Why??? Thanks for ruining my night! Have fun on ur date.
Is He Fucking kidding me... friends don't do what I am doing!!!!! What about what he is doing to me!!!!! He is still technically my husband... not a friend... He has no clue what he wants in his life and I am now very happy that he is no longer going to be in my life the way he used to be.
What is he thinking!!!!!! He is soo retarded and a huge PRICK!!!! Because something did not go his way, he flips out to no end... I can not wait till we get a divorce now, he just blows my mind on how he is thinking now...
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