in a million pieces

Well, Yesterday, Jan. 29, 2010, I became officially dead in Chris eyes... well at least that is the way I see it. I told him how Kelly is treating me at work before, he told me that if it happens again to let him know. He called me Thurs. night around 10pm telling me that he talked to Kelly to stop doing what she is doing to me, and once again, I told him that she will deny what she is doing and sure enough she did. Well I felt a little relieved thinking that if she really liked Chris that she would at least leave me alone for about a week. BOY was I wrong... the very next day (Fri) she purposely looked for my bus and gave me a look again. Then when I passed her at NES, she gave me the biggest smirk saying" HA HA,, I am with your husband." When I went to park my bus, she was leaving in her car, with her 14 yr.old son in the car, and she actually swerved at me when I was in the bus.. I was soo sick to my stomach, that I actually go sick when I parked my bus..
When I told Chris this, He threw a fit and said that I was lying and I am acting childish...He said that he knows that I never lied to him before, but I am lying now, and without skipping a beat, he told me that he loves her......Well in my eyes I became DEAD to him.
I can't believe he thinks I am lying.. she has been doing this since they started dating, and I also found out Thurs. morning that she is the one who went after him knowing that we see each other EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!! and that Chris just moved out a month before she started to chase him. She is doing this to throw it in my face everyday and it is killing me..
Well, after Chris threw a fit at me and told me that I am the one lying, it felt like he ripped my heart out and threw it on the floor and because it was not broken enough, he stomped on it and made sure it was in a million pieces so it could not be repaired.. That made me lose all felling for him and he said that he was glad that I have no more feeling for him...
He then called me about an hour or so later and apologized to me, saying that he went to talk to someone who he trust (most likely Kim) and she told him everything that I told him...
What do I say to that....NOTHING!!!! the damage is already done.. I AM DEAD IN HIS EYES..... because he believed someone that he only knew for three weeks....well it is the end......I AM DEAD