Trouble in Paradise...

Last night March 13, Chris came with us to take Joshua out for his birthday. We went to Outback Steakhouse in Bellingham. On the way up there, I thought it was pretty funny that Ben was the only one who would talk to him. When we were there he was telling me about his job. Then on our way home, Ben txted me to see if he can go w/ Calvin today so we were txting back and forth because he did not want Chris to put his two cents in. Well Chris was getting pissed that I was txting and he asked me who I am txting. I told him it was none of his business and he got pissed and told me not to txt in his truck anymore...R U SERIOUS!!!
Well Ben kept on txting me and I was answering them, and Chris said "What, you got a date". and I said not tonight...and he mumbled"Wow, that hurt".. I said WHAT!!!! He said that I should stop txting and wait till I get home to txt my "boyfriend"...(lol), so I stopped txting and I just had a big smile on my face.. HE asked me what am I smiling about and I said nothing much.
" Well what r u thinking and why do you have a big smile on your face."
I am just thinking of some things...
What r u thinking of?
Things that I need to do at home, I cleaned the kitchen, dinning room and hallway, I was just wondering what else I need to do.
Then he was quiet till we got home. I thought that he would just leave when he dropped us off, but he made a point to come in the house and get some more info out of me.
We were talking and I said that I was talking to someone but that was it.
He then said lets go down cellar so we can have some privacy. So we went down stairs and he said that he did not like the fact of me being w/ someone else....WELL Hello... he has a girlfriend.
and I said that. and then he said that he does not know how much longer it was going to last.. That there is TROUBLE IN PARADISE... *his exact words*
OH WELL was my response. He did not give me details on why and I did not asked. I really don't care... He said that he thinks he is in rebound. Once again, I did not say anything because I really don't care anymore... He said that he does not want a commitment and wants to come and go when ever he wants to with out someone bitching at him. He said that he does not think that we could get back together because we were not happy with each other, and I totally agree. He said that he needs my friendship and can not lose it.
He called me MRS. Labrie again and I said that he won't be able to call me that much longer, and he asked why "Are you going to change your name?".........DUH!!!!!!!!!! No, but I wont be married to you anymore, so I won't be MRS. but MS. Labrie.
He then told me that he can not stop thinking bout the time we had "animal sex" at his house about a month and a half ago. And he said something that "should we be talking like this" and I said no.. He said that he misses my breast and my bj's alot. and all I did was look at him and said oh well. He continued to talk about sex and how much he miss' my breast and stuff like that. He then grabbed my breast and started to play w/ them and all I did was just look at him. I did not want to do anything at all and I said that to him. we were down stairs for about an hour and he said that he was soo horny.. OH WELL was all I could say or even have the look on my face..HE kept on playing with me and I kept my hands to myself.. I did not touch him at all.. Finally he decided to play w/ himself and he asked if it was ok. I DON'T CARE do what you want.. but I am not doing anything to you... so he started to jerk off, I was looking at him and he asked me to look at his cock, so I did and it was not turning me on at all...LOL. well it ended up w/ me sucking his cock for about a min. till he was done.. I miss giving bj's but not to him... It is funny, that I am really all done with him and now he is having trouble in paradise. Also I think it is funny that I changed my job so I don't have to deal with her anymore and now there is TROUBLE IN PARADISE/.... HUMMMM!!!!!! sounds a little fishy to me..

I AM EVIL

hello

Well Sunday the 7th when Chris dropped off the boys, he was telling me that I am evil and this is not me. He does not like they way I have been acting. I said why because I am finally standing up for myself.
He said that there are a lot of people lying in this situation, and I said ya, your girlfriend and he said NO, you are lying...
All this because I said that I might not be home when he drops off the boys at noon time.
I think he has problems..lol

What a prick

Last night, I went out with Crystal Stockwell, I haven't seen her in a very long time and it was great to see her. We went to the Auburn Mall and then Little Texas for dinner.
Well Chris wanted to drop off the boys at noon time so he can go to a meat raffle with the bitch (I call her something else) so when I called the boys to because I did not talk to them Friday night, Chris said "OK, I will drop off the boys at noon time" and all I said is "Yea, if I am home, well I got to go, my date is here."(which she was, but he does not have to know that), and I hung up the phone.
Well he threw a fit, called me about 7 times, I did not answer the phone because I was out and did not want to ruin my night auguring w/ him. He txt me about 4 times and here they are:
Txt.1. Why must you push my buttons. U already agreed for this. The boys will be at the house at noon. U need to stop. I did not lie to u and yet u still play w/ my head.

Txt.2. I am not playing games w/ u. So why must u play with me. Knock this shit off. If you want to stay friends then please stop I can not handle this!!!!!

Txt.3. Answer the phone?

Txt 4. Ruin ur night??? This about Sunday not tonight. And please stop calling her that? I will not put up with that. Have some respect for me atleast?

Txt 5. Ok u win... I will not bother with this anymore. C u at noon Sunday.

Txt 6. Thanks for being the friend u said u wanted to be??? Friends don't do what u r doing. Why??? Thanks for ruining my night! Have fun on ur date.



Is He Fucking kidding me... friends don't do what I am doing!!!!! What about what he is doing to me!!!!! He is still technically my husband... not a friend... He has no clue what he wants in his life and I am now very happy that he is no longer going to be in my life the way he used to be.
What is he thinking!!!!!! He is soo retarded and a huge PRICK!!!! Because something did not go his way, he flips out to no end... I can not wait till we get a divorce now, he just blows my mind on how he is thinking now...

what now?

Hello,

Well it has been a while since I have written anything, so lets see if I can remember some things.
On Feb. 23rd Chris told me that he is getting a full-time job where he has been working part-time. He brought over some Parrot Bay (for me) and some beer (for him) I guess to celebrate that he is going to work full-time. As I was cooking dinner, he asked me if I could give him a massage, so I said yes. I gave him his massage and he wanted the happy ending (shocking)...not).
So I ended up giving him his happy ending, not really into it until he started to play w/ my breast. Then he said that he wanted to f**k me in the ass, so I took off my shirt and pants and we had sex. He did not f**k me in the ass though, but we did have sex.
Well, so much for not having sex w/ him anymore.............

On March 1st. Chris and I went to probate court to file for divorce. It turns out that we need to fill out a lot of paper work. So he brought me home and as I was loading the dishwasher, Chris was getting excited watching me because he likes my boobs????? OK what ever. So we ended up going upstairs and I started masturbating and he was watching, then I started giving him a bj and then we just had fun... OK so now what???? Do we continue to play with each other until I find someone? Because as soon as I find someone I do not want to have anything w/ Chris and I told him that... He understood, but said that he is going to miss my boobs and bj's...Oh Well. I just can't wait till that day.....