what now?

Hello,

Well it has been a while since I have written anything, so lets see if I can remember some things.
On Feb. 23rd Chris told me that he is getting a full-time job where he has been working part-time. He brought over some Parrot Bay (for me) and some beer (for him) I guess to celebrate that he is going to work full-time. As I was cooking dinner, he asked me if I could give him a massage, so I said yes. I gave him his massage and he wanted the happy ending (shocking)...not).
So I ended up giving him his happy ending, not really into it until he started to play w/ my breast. Then he said that he wanted to f**k me in the ass, so I took off my shirt and pants and we had sex. He did not f**k me in the ass though, but we did have sex.
Well, so much for not having sex w/ him anymore.............

On March 1st. Chris and I went to probate court to file for divorce. It turns out that we need to fill out a lot of paper work. So he brought me home and as I was loading the dishwasher, Chris was getting excited watching me because he likes my boobs????? OK what ever. So we ended up going upstairs and I started masturbating and he was watching, then I started giving him a bj and then we just had fun... OK so now what???? Do we continue to play with each other until I find someone? Because as soon as I find someone I do not want to have anything w/ Chris and I told him that... He understood, but said that he is going to miss my boobs and bj's...Oh Well. I just can't wait till that day.....